Tuesday, October 19, 2010

After that little in a small auditorium

 A shy little boy with the end of the middle-aged man holding the camera through the unfamiliar crowd, bewildered strangers sitting around the same age group. He is the rural children, this is the first time he felt the breath of the city peers. Mixed with his eyes look cowardly. In middle age man walked away, his heart began to clog an a sad tragedy. He looked at his dark blue Kaji Bu tunic, a painting by the soil, the more rustic look, revealing a compact after several clean slate texture. Perhaps in his imagination, the city's child should have a particularly beautiful dress, cunning eyes was so scared of life, or a defiant face crammed between the two light radiation with the sharp black eyes. City kids standing in front of him there is always a panic, trying to look like to use to explore all the dangers that exist around.

he always remember my grandfather died that year to do sacrifice, in the family hired a ghost witch sing opera, and he was then in front of a dance to scare away the soul ghost mask, holding her grandmother lost consciousness In the past, he was almost hitting his grandfather's portrait in front of his forehead. Only when he woke up, a good looking woman in their thirties gently caressed his face, he suddenly had a beautiful sense of happiness, although that person is not his mother. Said the grandmother, she is the witch, wearing a mask when stunned him, and remove the mask and then give him back the soul. So in his little heart, I just bears the imprint of a fickle woman, although only until he went to school to listen to my father that he had spoken of such a sentence is very difficult to understand words. He saw the city like a child's eyes are not that frightening witch mask lie fool driven to distraction after that, but the potential has been quiet down carefully deposited on the mask he was ready to deal with harassment all the panic. Perhaps, the city kids do not like him to think like that, and the witch has a very frightening, like a mask. Perhaps the cold mask askew off, he saw is a mild smooth face.

where many people there are always noisy. The boy is not much more than words to send personalized troubles. He stood or stand in a lot of girls middle, chose a corner seat, and looked at the girls back, worried that they block the view from the stage came through. Uncle told him not to move sitting position, he is very obedient to sit still,UGG boots clearance, even the station for a while there is no fear of a careless, could not find his uncle came back, he was left lying in the middle of a strange crowd . He looked at the slanting side of the girl, watching her hands beautiful sunflowers. He laughed, smiling just reservoir also followed a tight smile, blooming away. He did not know why they should laugh, like that little girl like that off your face gently touch the woman. Many strange things always seem to exist in the vague impression, as if had happened.

He remembers his father and talked about a nun's face on the church's story, he did not know what kind of girl nuns, but not the same as absolute and witches, he wanted to see nuns in the face, But he will always remember the witch laughed so that he felt the warmth of the face. Dad said, a wealthy son fell in love with a nun to do a street beggar, the pile every day to listen to the students mingled church nuns lectures. Sisters often just watching him and laughing, not take him away, not ask his name, but that son know that nuns must remember his face. Sister has a son that was later destroyed in the face, the skin was burned off, with, and make life as a ghost mask and the face of fear. Sister to look at his face to the son when the son's face a lot of horror did not believe the look. Later, the nuns left the church, the son is no longer a beggar, he donated his own money in, do their own in which teachers teach literacy to those poor children, because children and nuns were his friends. Then later a girl and nuns to church to find exactly the same son, she said she was nun sister.

heard of this place, he liked to laugh, he asked my father, then later was that it? Dad patted his head, moved his shoulders from the knee, and said, O son was later again and nuns have a sister like you so much for a child. He had fantasized father and mother is the sister of son and nuns, but he knew my father then there is a small rural kulak's son Moreover, the sister of her mother not as quiet tranquility amongst nuns, to feel like a little naive girl. He is the father of genetics, rather than the mother's genetic. He wanted, in the future as he should find a girl like nun sister wife.

little girl next to him to him smile. He looked beautiful girls dance clothes, look again retracts his body, lost land falls under the eyelids. But he still looks like her smile: hold bright paper flowers, rub a thin powder on the forehead drew a Hongzhi and laughed when the mouth of the two dimples are shallow, like a shy little girl . He glanced at the girl's face flushed, I feel like the kind he likes to eat apple color. He tried to speak, but the general feeling throat was stuffed walnut, hard and could not speak. He bit her lip, tongue, hiding a long list of words to say.

looked down to see his little girl's eyes and saw his shy smile with embarrassment after they giggled incessantly. She asked him, that is who you ah. She pointed to his chest on the stage next to the camera hanging from the middle-aged man says. His voice low, almost no clout to answer, saying, he is my uncle. Music squeak up she said, turned out he was your uncle Yeah, I like to give us his take pictures every year. He suddenly found next to a better girl looked at him, the same dress, same dance clothes. Suddenly he felt his face burning feeling kind of hot, embarrassed ears scratched cheek, then touched his hand inside the folder Su Jie blue tunic shirt collar. He had never been subjected to the attention of so many little girls. He said, you good, so happy every day. She said, you are not not happy ah. She put him on the cheeks of the hand down, curious to see him. She said, I know, and certainly not your uncle, whatever you put you here. He shook his head, suddenly very serious laugh. He said if I like you, happy to stand on stage like that, but I dare not go. She said that ah, if you can wear stage clothes and go with us to the stage just fine. He laughed merrily, in fact, I see you dancing quite like it. She gave him a big flower big red flower, saying, if you think we dance good, to hard to have the big red flowers up there. He was pleased to nod, the big red flower on her hand touched Youmo.

he remembered the TV inside the bright red scarf waving sunflowers beckon to the scene of a great man. He is the leader of the school red scarf, but it seems to have never been welcome too big shot, so he felt he beckoned to the girl when you can not have it at home. The flowers in his hand is not dedicated to leadership, he has a right to see without looking at the eyes of the girl's face. He sat holding two beautiful position paper flowers, and always maintained the same position. Who said what he did not, but seeing someone holding a paper flower non-stop shaking hands, he felt the action was some funny. He wanted to stand on a stool up to the flowers held it high so that girls can see, but the uncle and he said, watching the time to learn to quiet the program, otherwise there will be hundreds of people inside the hall the teacher in front of your face rescued to go. He did not want to take big risks like that, he was afraid of being swallowed up other people's eyes.

end of the show, she took him to the middle ranks, and she stood side by side. Children happy smile is so simple. This is his most experienced is simply the best happiness. He imagined that the city is no longer a child's face emerged, and he thought he touched the city's most gentle eyes.

Slowly, he began to remember her the flower, I remember standing next to him, that lovely little girl. But he only remember her face. Only the memory of the years as proof seems Ruoyouruowu, he only remember such a special dance performances and live such a special wave girl. He would have said with their own future, he would not marry this girl wife.

quiet very light years away, he did not think six years later, he can encounter the bar had been in his heart the root of the girl. A girl named Qin Kang, in which the focus of the city for a class of high school, students are called her. He also called her, Qin Hong, where I felt like I've seen you, but I forgot. She looked at him curiously, this has many childish face really familiar. When her turn in the album goes on long photo collection, he and she is very good friends. She is his former table, like the voice asked him to use a lot of curious why. He likes to see her eyes, he felt, when in answer to her question does not need to avoid.

She pointed to the picture inside that silly little boy laugh. She said, why do I feel nothing like you used to it? He said that, right? Perhaps because I've grown up now! Grow up, so not the same. He laughed, a very ambiguous way. Simple background that childhood is still clearly visible on his face. She said, you look more handsome, and the sun live waves. She scratches on the small beam on the back of the head hair, smiling shyly. He said that before but I think you still have many similarities, although when I started going to school did not recognize you to come. You have been very cute.

she asked him, if you like art? . She said so many things you know. He does not words, to pull her into the seat, pulls out an album. See album is a newly replaced, the inside of the photo is somewhat different colors, goes on the first page is a childhood photo. He turned a long shot just to show her the photos, saying, This is my last holiday in the small hall photos. She can see from the pictures that have not been to the hall a long time, it seems the Red Lantern is still the time of appearance, neat rows of low wooden Zhuodeng seems to carry the laughter of childhood, has some pink and yellow walls peeling off the old .

She said the memory of the original so that you are sentimentally attached to ah! He said something like destiny, like escape can not escape these things I never seem to remember too, but it is natural, they are in my blood flowing. She said. Xuan Hu not say so, I think this man is just too nostalgia you only. He said that, but I do not have that, I just like a childhood memory of some of things, and nothing else has. She said you can not recognize the reality, your mind kind of deep stuff. She looked into his eyes, looking forward to his acquiescence. He said Maybe, but I do not know what it is just as precious as life feel, but can not lose. She smiled slightly, your words betray you, you have admitted. He helplessly watched her look of embarrassment in revealing a trace of panic. He said, you know, I really like the little cute picture of you inside. She ineffectively laugh, happy smile full of shyness.

He said his sister to marry, as nuns do girls like Shujing wife, but found himself more and more like this all the time so not ready and the girls with his sophistry. Sometimes she would ask him to eat candy bars, he does not like her to turn. Sometimes he let the students help to buy, she simply put the sugar to the others. He said, Why do not you ah, not you ask do I want candy's. She said,Discount UGG boots, Who told you not to buy me. He looked at her hot butterfly card after transfection with the head do not always want to do not understand why is wrong to me to run that part of the road. He felt that some women nervous, obviously very easy to do things but had to toss out so many twists and turns come.

boys grow up and past many do not like how much time have some collection of shyness. Her birthday, he sent her an unexpected bouquet of flowers, although this is that he bought her an extra lollipop advance, but she likes showing it inside her mouth and two small teeth bringing accountability to his mistakes. How do you only buy a bunch of tweed, you can not buy seventy-eight, you can not buy ninety, but you gotta buy so I took a big hold it better to do something to let others envy my friends. He always did not understand, holding a bouquet of flowers and a large flower What is the difference, but not to buy you a lollipop, the better. She was laughing, then why do you complain every time if the examination to take more points just fine. He startled by startled, her finger was caught in the gap handle, Unspoken but had shelved his tongue,UGG bailey button, but still trying to hide something out of an intention to quibble, then, that, and this is not the same thing.

every story every story has a beginning,UGG boots cheap, boys and girls think he is a bit like the beginning of the story of the sheep on the grassland, beautiful people can not believe it. He sat under the pond to see the water, camphor floating fish, he thought people can not live like a fish, sink to the deep water to go. Without the sun, will not be too lonely, so he always wants to inside with the sun sinking into the deep water to live. Perhaps she is to him the most hearty of the sun, because of her laughter always made him feel the sun wrapped, Nietzsche said he remembered his own sun. But he is not Nietzsche, nor is the sun, when he was crawling in deep water when he needs to go with her gentle smile and catch the sun.

they began to walk together every morning to read the text under the plane trees in the palm of your hand, with the runway in the evening watching the pigeons flying from between buildings, along with the bright and clear afternoon in the Science Education Center on the rooftop paper airplane flying wings of imagination. Single white color in the summer crowd, he accompanied her to and from church, canteens, and playground full of fragrant gardenia stone corridor. They said that many learning problems, literature, art, life, they never use words that express the deepest heart of everything, they just faint smile, the wind gently through FRESH, without too much noise and playfulness, not too much publicity.

a few days before the college entrance examination, he took her to the hall to see the children's programs. He took a lot of pictures of children, she moved to slightly sad voice, nice, have a lot of fun but do not worry about separation. He was taken seriously, she said, as long as you like, we can be this time of year here and the kids enjoy this happy. She titter, we are not children, it can not, as long as you remember that I am. He said, I am willing to come here every year for you. He looked at her and the children look on his face alone, quietly smiling, his eyes full of happiness waiting.

he said, also remember that a good summer? Colorful pomegranate is full of temptations like you, and you always like the rain next to me quietly smile gardenia. Kapok opened, in that several strains of ancient magnolia trees, litter the large tracts of magnolia petals. Do you like to see those petals dance, saying they are the most lonely wizard. You say, life can be as quiet and lonely as they do? I see the sadness in your eyes free, my hands cover your eyes and let you guess on my face. You touch my face every muscle that you have a strange smile on his face. Really, I did not want you to feel lost, I want to smile to warm your lonely. I would like the sun, I am willing to be drops of your life, your life every happiness. -

I used to go outside you see a bicycle carrying wild rose, grass, water buffalo in the scattered light yellow flowers. You throw off my arms to adopt to spend a lot of buffalo, and then use one of the most fresh into my mouth and said, come, beef, eat a grass. I smiled suddenly and publicity, and you laugh. I thought of the simple and honest image of the cow, which carried the story of the Cowherd and Weaver Girl Lenovo. Buffalo flowers can you say made with glutinous rice with delicious pastries. I look at you with curious eyes, and then carefully buffalo chewing the tree flowers, that I tasted the taste, a bit like you. You say, I like to spend the clear water buffalo prime sweet, I miss that my mother gave me a bunch of flowers buffalo lamb rice. I said, I think you gave me a taste of glutinous rice cake. Buffalo holding flowers that you put my arms and said, I also think this gives you a surprise. I was holding flowers buffalo laugh, feel it is the weight you give me life. -

She said, you know, your eyes like a water buffalo spent in the sun smile, so warm and clear, take my whole heart, so I miss your eyes have been thirsty. -

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